This is one the scariest things I have had to deal with. The thought of losing one of my best friends, is just about unbearable. But the thought of losing her and her baby is just crushing. I have known Kacy since my freshman year of high school.. She has always been my bright and shiny yellow spot in life. She is the person I called at 3 am when my dad passed away, she is the person I called at midnight when my mom passed away. Kacy and I have defiantly had a roller coaster friendship. But God has seen us thru it all. I have been praying harder then I have prayed in a really long time these past few days. My heart is breaking that I can't be there with her and tell her to hang on for that precious baby. Hang on for Justin, and for Karen, and to hang for me. I know, that's incredibly selfish of me, but I can't lose her. The thought of it just tears me to pieces. I love my JoJo !!!! I was so excited when she told me I was going to be an Aunt. She sent me an email, and that's all it said, was Carla your going to be an AUNT!!!! I called her the minute I read it.. I was literally screaming in her ear I was so excited. Its amazing how much I love Jackson, without even meeting him. Just seeing his fragile body in those pictures. I know this blog is just a bunch of rambling, but please please please pray for Kacy, Jackson, Justin. They are such an amazing family. They need to stay that way. Please pray for Kacy's mom, she just shipped her husband away to Iraq, her son is in the navy and now this. And last but not least, please give me the strength to deal with what ever God's plans are for Kacy and Jackson.
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